Beyond Expectation

Not a product of love, just a pure lust, desire, and distraction. That who I am.

I raised myself independently, while my parents raised me with pressure and expectations, beyond expectations.

Growing up, I was never shelter with love because my parents weren't capable of loving me. Na kahit maliit na atensyon ay kinailangan ko pang manglimos sa kanila, kailangan ko pang maghirap. I always obey everything they say but everything I did, did not even please them. Love? Attention? Care? I lack that, and I was craving for that.

I was a people pleaser when it comes to my parents. But still, it wasn't enough.

Not until I met someone. He made me realize everything. That with him by my side, I do not have to worry, because beyond everyone's expectations, he was there, ready to shelter me in his arms.