PILLS.
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Last published Thu, Aug 13, 2015
"its imposable to find love here, we are in a mental hospital for people that want to commit suicide."
This is the place I ended up after 13 years of life. I'm in a hospital,
for 3 weeks trying to get better so I can leave the hospital and live a better and healthy life.
Brontson James came in damaged just like all of us,
and he is more power full then any anti-depressants out there. But then there is Damien a good friend and maybe Lanie's future official boyfriend comes in and takes her heart , but he doesn't know the story but he will soon when he becomes one of her only ways to a real smile. or will he be just another painful tear?
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For as long as she can remember, Hailie lived with her mom and stepfather because; as her mom says "he left us to rot." So she always knew Her father didn't want her, but she was happy with her mom and stepfather. That was until her mom died in a car crash, and her stepfather starts abusing her every day. She thought her life would never end (although she wanted it to) that was until she found out her stepfather was killed in a car crash like her mom. She thought she would have to live in an orphanage, but to her surprise, she was going to live with her 5 older brothers that she never knew of. Join Hailie on this journey that could change her life. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SUPPORT GUYS! LOVE YOU ALL! 🤍 TW: -rape -abuse -cutting/self harm -cursing -assault COMPLETED - November 8, 2020 #4 in brother - May 25, 2020 #6 in brother - August 18, 2020 #2 in alcohol - June 23, 2020 #1 in alcohol - November 9 2020 #6 in mafia - November 12, 2020 #4 in alcohol - March 25, 2021
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