Its all a Blur - Sydney Bodin - Wattpad

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Its all a Blur

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I never knew I was gay untill I was about five or six, I thought I was going to die because it was against religon. My mama didn't care, but dad was disaponted. He spent the first five years of my life trying to teach me how to do sports and stuff, I still enjoy those things, but my dad seems to think that me being gay changes everything... but I don't knowAll Rights Reserved

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