Survival

This story is my fight to end my depression, self-hate, anxiety, anorexic, self-harm, and suicide attempts.
i dont know how it will end, but im hoping to survive.
Please help me through this.
if you get easily triggered, dont read.
if you are only going to read my story and comment rudely, or tell me stuff i already know, please don't read.
if you have advise or anything that will help, please tell me!
:) thanks!