Secret Admirer || Phan
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Secret Admirer (Noun);
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One who admires another romantically it purposely remains anonymous to the extent that the subject of admiration is unaware of the admirer's identity.
This fan fiction contains themes of bullying, self harm and abuse so please don't read if you are sensitive to these things or are triggered easily xx
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