Firstly, while he is the central character, I didn't know Jahar & never will. There are many real-life names, places, events, quotes, & various other facts that pop up throughout the story. *It still remains a purely fictional work.*
The format of the story is as follows:
The first & alternating chapters are told from the first-person POV of the eloquent, thoughtful, smart, and beautiful Zara. She is a girl who resides only in this fictional world. She's the childhood friend & high school sweetheart. Set in present day, Zara sits in an undisclosed location talking to a mysterious figure. Where, with whom? The details may unravel. Zara's chapters are a reflection of sorts from her high school relationship spanning '09-'11, flashbacks to a long-gone past. Zara remembers and weaves snippets of the real, raw, enchanting, enthralling, confusing, disheartening and, sometimes even, chilling memories of her almost two year relationship with Jahar, whom the world now calls the Boston Bomber.
The second/alternating chapters are told from a third-person POV, following the protagonist/antagonist through his short-lived college years, in the months leading up to the tragedy. The reader becomes almost omniscient, catching rare but not-too-close-for-long insights into his fleeting inner thoughts & emotions, carefully tucked away. A glimpse into the enigmatic mind and conflicted personal world of J. Will he leave us fooled & blind-sighted? Or will he even give us a chance to get some answers to our endless questions of HOW & WHY?
**Lastly, I know the evil, callous, & reprehensible nature of what both brothers did. My sympathy and well-wishes lie with the victims and survivors. I am not trying to soften or romanticize J. My main goal is to shed some light or understanding, in my own way, onto who this paradoxical young man was, could have been, and what could have possibly led up to him making that terribly wrong turn one fateful April day in Boston.**
xx, Natalie
Mikasa is in love with Eren but when she is about to confess she over hears him talk and sadly he only sees her as a sister. So Mikasa loves Eren so much she follows his wish she would be his sister that means cutting back on some of her worrying of him. Once more cadets enter in the 105 there is a certain girl that Eren sees that he likes and Mikasa finds out. Sees what Eren is missing out as the new girl Jayla is no different then Mikasa. The only difference there was is she was actually weaker then Mikasa. Mikasa puts on a fake face for Eren but when she's alone she always breaks down. Till one day when Mikasa sees Levi how he was actually caring. He helps Mikasa and Mikasa's eyes open a little to see there are more out there then what is expected. She soon dates Levi but she get's a bad vibe off of Jayla and so does Levi and Levi and Mikasa's relationship had to be a secret from the others. When they head out on a expadition stuff goes tearibbly wrong. Then alot of soldiers were lost in that fight and even few of the strongest men went down. What happens when Mikasa goes missing and Levi had feelings. Will Levi break lr what will happen is he determine to find her while eeveryone believes she's dead. Or will he follow the rest and think she is dead and move on. When this does happen Eren. Realizes that she was more then a sister for him and will he try to change his relationship ways.
Read to find out this is my first MikasaxLevi so please enjoy if you hate it please don't read it. Warning there is language that will be swear words only though. Please enjoy the book.