Little things that feel too much

Sometimes even little thinks can feel too much for someone. And their own thoughts can easily hurt them.

Being the person your friends, family and your social circle relays on isn't always as great as others think. Being that one friend who always has others back, I know a lot about others lives, problems and worries. I know who has a crush on whom, I know who hates whom, I know about their depression and anxiety, I know their dark sides and secrets. And yet I don't feel spacial. I feel overwhelmed. Not only my friends or social circle, I also know what troubles my siblings and parents.

Yet it feels like no one truly knows me. It feels like I don't actually have a shoulder to cry on. Or even just lean on.

I don't wanna be "that one friend". The one who has everyone's back in times of need. I just want to be left alone sometimes. Even if just for a few minutes. And yet it feels like I'm trapped with no way out.

I don't know who I am anymore.

"Little things that feel too much"

author: Waheda Nafim Adila.

I'm the author and this is my original work.