"I hate it here. I hate the war, the sides. Why it has to be me? Why can't live normally? Every time I look down the Astronomy Tower I feel nothing but numb. The boy who was afraid of heights now craves the escape it promises. But every time I come here with my mind set on leaving it all once and for all, her face flashes before my eyes. They say the last seven minutes of your life you remember every happy moment you have...but all I see is her. The clever Gryffindor that ruled my heart. She was my whole world, my only light. Hermione Granger. My father would be disgusted knowing I was in love with a muggle born...a Mudblood in his eyes.....but I couldn't help it. She was the only person that kept me alive. We both might be enemies in public, but only we know the kind of devotion I have for her. The secret nights, stolen kisses, were the only proof of out love, away from the world. Then I remember how disappointed would she be is I jumped, so I turn back and go to our spot behind the alcove around the kitchens, waiting for the next time I get to see her. It's a weekly ritual now, I wish...I wish I loved her less."
This is a wizarding world Dramione fan fiction, some settings and events might not match the original story.
TW: MENTION OF SUICIDE, PANIC ATTACKS, DEPRESSION AND VIOLENCE
*Inspired from Olivia Rodrigo's new album "you look pretty sad for a girl so in love"*
*English is not my first language. Please ignore any grammatical errors*
*Votes, comments and suggestions are appreciated*
*New chapter every week*
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