A Demons Pain

if you walk up to me and say you know pain
I'll just laugh

because pain is not easily mastered nor is it easy to understand

my hole life is filled with pain and nothing but
dispare

most people say I'm just exaggerating and that I should think positive
but how can I when all I think of
is that one night
that one horrible night when everything changed
the night I descovered that I was a demon but
not just any demon

Satan

and the pain I feel is nothing compared to what will happen
if I lose control of my power
if that happens I might kill the people I care about