To second chances

"Why don't you open up to anybody? What is so bad from your past that made you become this way? You're reckless, rude, stubborn, & you always look at things like if they're a dead end. Who did this to you?" I let out a small laugh as I smoke of what's left of my joint.
"Opening up to someone, showing them the deepest parts of your soul, it means you trust them. Trust is something that I learned to never give. My brother taught me that. Trust got him killed. And as for my past, it made me realize that there's no second chances in life. When you screw up either you're dead or you're haunted until you die. So I'm living my life the way I want to. I won't let anyone get in the way of that."