Alone, Lost, and Afraid
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Emily was a shy, anti-social girl. This made it hard for her to make friends. She had one friend, his name was Josh. Josh seemed to be the only one who really cared about her. Emily's parents were not supportive of her, and never payed attention to her.
Emily created a blog about depression to try and help people who need it. She talked people out of suicide and self-harm. She was a miracle to society.
The downside was, none of those people knew she felt the same way as them, and she couldn't help herself. She only had the ability to help others, she couldn't take her own advice. She needed to hear it from someone else.
Authors Note: This story contains depression and mentions the act of suicide and self-harm. If this disturbs you, please do not leave hate, you can exit out of this story. Thank you.
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