Young Love

Even if I'm only 16,I do know what love is.Love is when you find someone who makes you feel special by basically not doing anything.Love is when you can do stuff in front of him that won't make you feel embarrassed.He makes you laugh.Oh the way he makes you laugh makes you forget every bad thing in your life that happened.You'd feel sad. He'll talk to you until you feel better and until he makes sure you won't do anything stupid.He asks you out to the stupid school dance you didn't want to go to anyways.You were the person who listened to all the hit songs that kept on coming out like a waves in the sea on a windy day. He listened to rock and heavy metal. After him,you started listening to rock,too. You started liking those kind of songs,in fact,you fell in love them because he loved them.You fell in love with them because you love him.Something happens that suddenly created a distance between you too.It doesn't matter.He still forgives you.He starts to hang out with your friends.Every time you ate food,you had to share it with him because that look of his would just hypnotize you all the way.Every time he'd eat food,you'd eat too.Even if you don't like it,you'll still take is because it's his.You'd spend afternoons if not hanging out outside,than chatting on your phone.Every time you'd write him a message,you lock your phone just because you want to see his sweet name in the notifications.You start being blinded by his humor and good personality.You don't even care about his looks.You fell deeper into it. Deepest you could ever get.

Tears.Screams.Darkness.It was all lies.He fell for someone else.Everything was fake.You ask yourself how is this possible. You were just a friend to him all the time even though it seemed different.I thought I knew what love was,but I guess he was just the king of mixed signals and I was the queen of getting her hopes too high. You're not sure what you had,but whatever it was,you want it to happen again.