Ready or Nott?

"It was well past midnight, and while the rest of the girls slept peacefully around her, Faelen lay awake, staring up at the dark ceiling and wondering why Theodore Nott was the only thing her mind seemed capable of holding onto. She tried to dismiss it, tried to convince herself it was nothing more than curiosity, but the longer she thought about him, the harder that explanation became to believe. Somewhere along the way, without her noticing, Theo had become someone she cared about...someone whose opinions she wanted to hear, whose presence she looked for, whose absence she actually felt. And then the realization settled over her, terrifying but undeniable...she was falling for him she was actually falling for him. She let out a shaky breath, her heart sinking as one thought surfaced with horrifying clarity, 'I'm so screwed.'"