Deprived
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My life is dysfunctional, not knowing where it's heading. My ups and downs define my personality. It seeped through my ways and began to make me believe that I am not worthy. I believe that I am hopeless in this so called world. Deprived in my past, I concluded that my once beautiful high school life has decayed. I regret everything.
Just as I thought I slipped away from everyone, everything came crashing down when two brothers shifted into my life.
Blake and Marcus Jameson, has ruined my image. Blake the boy they all swoon over, Marcus the one who'll torture me throughout the way.
In the end I will realize that the boy I once thought was unbreakable, was hiding a devastating past just like me.
*I know the description might be suck-ish but please at least try it out. Also it might sound cliche-ish but I assure you this will leave you shocked once I go on further. *
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