The words I keep inside
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Last published Thu, Mar 19, 2020
Feelings from Me, You, Her, Him, we...
Feelings that we feel, and are not seen...
When our sun is covered, and we wish to die....
Something shines from another light...
We look to the sky, and have little hope....
Then our sun shines again, with more feelings....
And we once again smile, even though we hurt once in a while.
{I hope you love my poetry as much as I do.
Have fun reading.}
*There is more than meets the eye*
Ps. Sorry if they're all bleh in the beginning, they get better later on.
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