What Drives You Is Pain
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Last published Fri, Jul 3, 2015
"This was not how I had always imagined dying. I imagined pain and time just long moments of pain that turned from seconds to minutes to hours. All until you just left the world making a dent on the people that you left behind, but if u got really lucky you had no one to leave behind. For you could not hurt that person by leaving and you wouldn't hurt when you were in the afterlife, if there was one. "
Luckily for me I almost had no one to leave behind when I almost died but that all changed when I finally did have someone and maybe just maybe that person could save me from death.
Follow Eugene Matthews, the girl that plays with death, in her story of pain, love, and adventure.
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