The Edge of Tonight
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Plus, the majority of the time, it was soft, gentle, no matter how harsh its words. It rarely ever got angry with me, almost like even though it was destroying me it cared for me in some fucked up way. Even in the worst possible way it was always there for me, its cruel words and bitter remarks comforting me. It never failed to tell me the things I'd begun yearning for it to say. "You'll always be alone, Alex. No one will ever love you, you worthless piece of shit. You're better off dead, it will make everyone so much happier."
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Can't You See
All Time Low fanfiction, therefore, only the story is mine and the characters within it are not. All used images and lyrics belong to their respectable owners/artists. Pairing: Jalex Rating: NC-17 Warnings: Swearing, drinking, self-hate, abuse, sad themes, forced sexual activities, and consensual sexual activities. It's hard watching a man you barely know constantly getting rejected. It's harder when he's now your best friend and you watch this each weekend. It's hardest when you balance between loving him and hating yourself while watching. And. it. all. sucks.Kumpleto
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DISCLAIMER: In almost ALL chapters- Self Harm, suicidal thoughts, mental illness, smut...If any of this bothers you, be careful reading it please. Alex, a lonely 17 year old with a heart problem and a lot of anxiety is hated by nearly everyone in his school. It was stupid, he knew that, but his anxiety and depression told him otherwise. Told him that he deserved to be hated, truly. He still longed for a friend though. He'd heard a rumor about some stupid party that any other time, he wouldn't be interested in. However, for the sake of at least attempting to find a friend, he went, and he didn't regret going when a nice black and blonde haired boy struck up a conversation, and life was a crazy roller coaster ever since with the future completely unknown. A/N; I don't own Jack or Alex or All Time Low or anyone affiliated, I just like to write stories and use their faces and bits of their personalities in these writings. This is entirely fictional and my own writing. I also don't know exactly where I'm taking this story, but I'll be thinking of new ideas as they come to me and writing them out. PLEASE send me suggestions and feedback!Kumpleto
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Alex is a mystery. He is quite at school, but if he is around family or his bestfriend Zack he is happy as can be. But that is because after his brothers death he pretends too be happy just to show his family he is okay. Zack is his bestfriend since they were young. When Zacks parents found out what had happened to Alex and that h e was moving. They decided to move along with the Gaskarths to help them. Saddly, Zacks place was a bit further than Alex's was so he will be going to a differnt school. Jack, Jack's dad died and lives with his sister May and his mom. He is happy but most people mistaken him as a clown more then a person. When actully he is smart and is wise with words. But when he tries to talk to the new boy, he seems like a asshole. But one day Jack hears someone singing at a grave site. He hears the real lullbie. *Republished* 1st person pov
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