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childhood discovering lesbian sexuality shortstory

Girl. Girl. Girl. YOU NEED TO BE A GIRL.
*sigh* no one ever understood me...
Not one single soul.
By what I'm saying you probably think Im some freak. But no....Im not a freak....I just really like girls.
How do I know? Well since I was a child, I never liked to think about kissing a boy, yuck! Cooties! Also I wasn't very girly and never....ever....would I dare wear a dress. Now now I know you're going to say, "but you never actually liked a girl". That's what I was going to tell you next. It all started in 5th grade when I had soccer practice and I would always walk out of the field with my friends. There was this HOT girl and when I say hot I mean like Flaming Hot Cheetos. She thought I disliked her because I would always stare at her like what the fuck? A girl can't be gay these days?
But of course...no one knew my actual sexuality.All Rights Reserved

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Star Beings

I thought I was normal. That's what I was always led to believe anyways. But then one day a portal opened up in my closet and someone yanked me onto the other side. Now I'm stuck in a different world where apparently magic exists and I'm one of the ten people who can use all forms of it. Crazy, right? A two weeks ago I was a depressed 14 year old kid from Texas. Now I'm a confused and depressed 14 year old from Texas that has magic abilities I can barley control. Funny how quickly things can go from "meh, my life kinda sucks" to "WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!?!" in a matter of seconds. Now I have to end a freaking war. I only have one question really. What did I get myself into by being born???