Discovering My Sexuality-Part 1

Girl. Girl. Girl. YOU NEED TO BE A GIRL.
*sigh* no one ever understood me...
Not one single soul.
By what I'm saying you probably think Im some freak. But no....Im not a freak....I just really like girls.
How do I know? Well since I was a child, I never liked to think about kissing a boy, yuck! Cooties! Also I wasn't very girly and never....ever....would I dare wear a dress. Now now I know you're going to say, "but you never actually liked a girl". That's what I was going to tell you next. It all started in 5th grade when I had soccer practice and I would always walk out of the field with my friends. There was this HOT girl and when I say hot I mean like Flaming Hot Cheetos. She thought I disliked her because I would always stare at her like what the fuck? A girl can't be gay these days?
But of course...no one knew my actual sexuality.