Rain (WC)

WARNING: MY AU
Trigger warnings include but are not limited to mental health, death, blood, gore, suicidal tendencies, schizophrenia, PTSD and many more things but if I tell I'd spoil the story.

Now for the actual description:
Fireheart had been through so much. But he never spoke about his past in fear. He sees them sometimes. Scared and shaking. He sees himself sometimes. He shouldn't be able to see himself. He shouldn't be alive after all. Not after what he did. But yet here he was free in Thunderclan a decade later, but he feels as if nothing has changed. He still lives in fear. He's lost his best friend. Bluestar's gone insane. Nobody loves him. Nobody ever will. He's just a kittypet. He doesn't deserve anything. But maybe... just maybe... he could try to ask for one last dance.

This one shot was inspired by Rammsteins Frühling in Paris