Everything Changes

I never knew how different high school life would be from middle school life but man was it a big change. And your probably thinking well yeah its different, different dynamic and class structure, well your right about that but for me it changed a lot more than that. I went from being a girl who knew what she was doing before she was did it, to being the one that made decisions that I probably shouldn't have made. Freshman year was a good year one where my decisions were not the best but not the worst. But things change.

I thought I had my life planned out. That I would have my first drink when I was at least 16, I thought I wouldn't be the one that was such a bad influence. I had a perfect GPA, I was on the varsity soccer team, I even had a good group of friends... I was the perfect teen, at least that's what a made everyone think, excluding my classmates. I regretted a lot of things I did but I still did them again anyways. I always thought to myself, "why am I like this," or "I really should do better," but nothing changed. Until one day.

TW// there is some mature content, mostly underage drink but could be more. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK//