Scared To Love.
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Last published Fri, Jun 5, 2015
"Love" what exactly is that? In all my 16 years of living I don't think I've ever felt love. I've liked a lot of people through these years, but everyone always hurts me by saying "You're too fat", "She's so ugly". I've guarded my heart to never feel so lonely and unloved again, but i think i have the virus once again and yet instead of a happy feeling. I am scared of what these feelings may due to me again. I can't take this fear anymore, so please the boy that i have fallen for.......help me.
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