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Anastasia Varen tietää, milloin kannattaa olla hiljaa.
Hän tietää, miten oven sulkeutumisesta kuulee, millainen ilta on tulossa. Hän tietää, mitä sanoja kannattaa välttää ja milloin katse on parempi laskea lattiaan.
Ennen kaikkea hän tietää, miltä rakkauden kuuluu tuntua.
Ainakin hän luuli tietävänsä.
Kun Anastasia viimein jättää taakseen kodin, kihlasormuksen ja miehen, jolle hän kuului liian kauan, hän kuvittelee vaikeimman olevan ohi.
Hän on väärässä.
Vapaus ei tunnu vapaudelta, kun kukaan ei enää kerro, miten pitäisi olla.
Uudessa kaupungissa kukaan ei tunne Anastasia Varenia.
Ehkä siksi siellä voi ensimmäistä kertaa olla joku toinen.
Mira.
Nainen, joka ei pyydä anteeksi.
Ei selitä.
Ei tarvitse ketään.
Ainakin niin hän itselleen vakuuttaa.
Mutta menneisyys ei katoa vain siksi, että sille lakkaa vastaamasta.
Ja joskus kaikkein pelottavinta ei ole se, että joku löytää sinut.
Vaan se, että joku uusi näkee sinut - eikä halua sinulta mitään.
Kuka hän on, jos hän ei enää kuulu kenellekään?
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