Why?
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Complete Sat, Jun 6, 2015<5 mins
I can't help it at times,if I trip when I walk or if I sing some notes out of tune.
I fall short of trying to fit in
Where I cannot fit in
Trying to be me
Trying to be cool
I thought they cared
I thought they were there
By my side
But I was wrong
What they say against me
Is behind my back
I hide my tears
So I won't look weak
But it hurts
It hurts so bad
That in my head I am screaming
WHY?
I wish you understood
I am innocent and sensitive
Tired of trying to be myself
Because you judge me
I feel invisible and alone sometimes
Fighting a battle by myself
I don't know what to do
So please help me Lord.
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