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Stories and notes about how it feels to hate yourself. Depression is real. Sometimes its not easy to move on with a real smile and laugh. You believed her when she said she was tired, but she was cutting her wrist. When she said she was fine, but cried herself to sleep. You killed her when she said she was okay, and hung by the beautiful rope.
Sometimes we die to end the pain, not the life.
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