I smiled at him and he smiled back, why do we have to keep this relationship a secret again? More than anything I want to be with him, my secret boyfriend Connor Franta. Why does it even matter if I date him? That's no valid reason to lose my job babysitting his little brother. It's just for extra cash, but I love his little brother so much I couldn't bear losing him. So here we are, like Romeo and Juliet sitting, waiting for change.All Rights Reserved