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Decision or Destiny?

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Reads 1,745
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Parts 16
Time 1h 9m

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As Phil finds love, Dan is left alone. He hides his feelings for Phil, until he finds out that Phil's new love, is hiding something. Something big. Trying to find out what it is, Dan gets hurt and drags Phil down with him.  Will they escape the arms of Phil's "love"? Or will they be forced to stay and hide the secrets from the rest of the world?                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       

Warning: may include Self harm, depression, rape, inappropriate language, violence and other triggering things.
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There is a Light That Never Goes Out (Phan) by worriedpeach

When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smoking, overdose, alcohol, cursing, smut, depression, anxiety

A slim chance by noshowsiero

Two anorexia patients Two untold stories Is a slim chance really enough to survive? -------- When Dan Howell is sent to a rehab full of depressed teenage girls, will he ever be able to escape his traumatic past? It's a slim chance... until Phil Lester comes along that is. -------- please be aware that this was written a long time before it was uploaded and my writing style has changed a lot since then. I won't be rewriting this to fix any mistakes so please DONT bother pointing them out thanks and enjoy!

Break Me (Phan) by MySecretsX

COMPLETE *** In this world, you're marked with black. That's if you have a soulmate, at least. Everyone is destined to cross paths with the one who is meant for them, at least once in their lives. When you and your soulmate meet, you will touch, if only briefly, and the exact area of skin you touch with the other turns from black to white, with streaks of blue, purple, yellow, all marbled in with each other. Daniel Howell is well known in town. People cross the street if they're approaching him and newcomers to the neighborhood are warned about his presence. Exactly like the Lester's were. But Phil Lester has other ideas, he saw the pain within the boy, how bad can he really be? (A story about abuse, self-destruction, but ultimately, love. Please read safe.)

Happy Little Phil, Take Dan Away // Phan by endlesss-

It all started with that kiss, that moment and that passion when Dan became lost and Phil was clueless but both in love. The story of a skinny love that slowly becomes into something more and at the same time something less. *Note* Depression, suicide, self-harm and things like this will be mentioned a few times in this phan fiction and it shouldn't be triggering in any way but if it is, I apologize in advanced! Also, I wrote this a while ago now and my writing, grammar and spelling weren't the best so please excuse that. Enjoy!

Love Me Again by winchestersphan

'"You must remember me?" Dan asked in disbelief, still clinging onto the cuff of my sleeve. "You must, Phil, you must!" I shook my head in a wordless shock. "No, I-I don't." After a terrible car accident, Phil is left with no memories of his best friend nor the time they spent together and it is up to Dan to make him remember... or create new memories. Will the geeky, funny and broken Dan Howell be able to convince Phil of their unbreakable friendship, or will the creative, childish and funny Phil Lester leave Dan forever? Read on to find out... :)

Phil...- (Phanfic) by sallyswift

Phil is depressed and has been for a long time, Phil had kept this from Dan for along time by letting his bubbly personality invade his mind to distract him from the dark truth inside. But when one fatal day arrives ,Phil's underling feelings erupt from underneath and he is thrown into a world full of chaos not to mention when Dan brings back a small orphan boy. Will Phil get his Happily ever after or will he be lost in a sea of his own thoughts? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This story has themes such as self harm and suicide, if you feel upset about these themes then this book isn't for you, my writing is dark as it helps me to express myself. I do not intend to romanticise or cast these themes the wrong way, I hope you enjoy.

He Is My Everything by AmandaAndBlake

Dan Howell and Phil Lester seem like they have the perfect life. Little do the fans know that in the privacy of their apartment, everything has fallen apart. Dan's Chapters - Amanda Phil's Chapters - Blake

Lollipop // Phan by apotatothatshipsphan

Dan Howell has crippling anxiety, and as a way to cope is to suck on lollipops. And it's always pink or light blue lollipops. Dan's a very shy pastel kid, who's always has a flower crown atop his curly brown hair. Phil Lester has always watched Dan from afar, to scared he would frighten the small boy. He has many tattoos and piercings, even his hair is dyed blue. One day he walks up to the roof of the high school, and sees Dan standing on the ledge about to jump. They both don't fit into their highly religious town, and it drives them crazy. There is smut. *TRIGGER WARNINGS* Depression, Anxiety, homophobe, Mentions of suicide, and Mentions of self harm Please do not read if you are triggered by one or more of the things listed above. •I am american, so I use american terms•

Parachute. (Phan) by ThirbyPublishing

Phil Lester feels like he has no use, no more ideas. Dan Howell feels useless. They're both tired of how they feel and can't handle it anymore. They both planned to jump off the tower bridge, but when they meet sparks ignite.

The Lion and The Llama: A Phan Love Story #Wattys2015 by Nalan1234

PHAN Fanfiction! *WARNING! TRIGGERS IN BOOK LIKE VERY RARE SELF HARM* No smut, just extreme fluff :) Dan Howell has been in love with his best friend Phil Lester, since they met. Dan hates himself for loving someone he is sure will never love him back. Dan convinces himself that he is too ugly, why would anyone even like him? Dan knows that Phil will never love him back, so he leaves Phil. Phil is confused. His best friend (Not to mention MAJOR crush) just left. Why? Did he scare off Dan somehow? Did Dan figure out about Phil's feelings about him? Phil is confused, hurt and goes to extreme measures to try to stop the pain. Phan love story about how these two best friends lose each other. What will happen when Dan comes back? Extremely fluffy story. Triggers like rare self harm. Please do not read if it bothers you. This is my first fan fiction, so bare with me guys :)

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There is a Light That Never Goes Out (Phan)

When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smoking, overdose, alcohol, cursing, smut, depression, anxiety