the ghosts of Indochina

let's set the scene you come from a family of Africans oppressed by white supremacy in western Europe and you were a child during WW2 and when you finally turn 18 you and you're family decide to enlist in the french foreign legion during the height of the French Indochina war in the years of 1953 to 1954 and during that time you've witnessed the horrors of war as you are now a french foreign legionare the Blackwater of the 1940's and early 60's and you become a respected legionare however that respect came at a cost you had to make hard decisions either do your own thing or participate with your fellow legionare's in committing some of the worst atrocities that the French military has ever took part in during the history of the cold war and while you're making said decisions your contemplating on if heaven and hell are even real or if you've done enough good to make it to heaven's stairway or be rejected and forced to walk down the endless road to hell either way your fate and the course of your own history is in your hands