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I Was Drowning

slayworthydudes

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Parts 7
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Reads 167
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Parts 7
Time 47m

slayworthydudes

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Although Dan doesn't look the part, with his pastel sweaters and flower crowns, he's one of the most depressed people out there. All because of three things: he's gay, his dad abuses him because of it, and his best friend, Phil, decided to leave when Dan needed him most.

Phil is a ray of sunshine, but he doesn't exactly understand why Dan is so depressed. It's just a phase right? The cutting, not eating, being "depressed," all a phase. Besides, what cute, pastel-wearing, boy is depressed? 

WARNINGS: ABUSE, SELF HARM, ANOREXIA, HOMOPHOBIC SLURSAll Rights Reserved

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Illicit (phan) by -phantasizing-

"I'm straight!" "The only straight you are is a straight up liar." {or the one featuring punk!phil and pastel!dan} STARTED - 07/02/17 COMPLETED - 29/10/17

suicide hotline / phan by kiremio

Dan's lost in a world of depression, drugs and self harm, and he's had enough. Well, that's until he meets a blue eyed boy called Phil in the most unexpected way. [COMPLETED] TRIGGER WARNING Highest rankings: #1 IN DANIEL HOWELL #9 IN AMAZINGPHIL #12 IN PHAN #7 IN DAN #1 IN PHANFICTION #335 IN DEPRESSION

Bad Boy | Phan by Jay_Howlter

Dan is the so called 'bad boy' in town, and that means that school is a nightmare. School is probably worse than the whole town. Dan isn't really a popular bad boy, but he loves doing illegal things, and everybody at school avoids him for fear that he'll break their necks. But Dan isn't really like that. He's just lost. But then, he starts to hear things about a boy called Phil. Dan doesn't want to interact with Phil, but when Phil starts to talk to Dan, Dan finds it hard not to talk back. Triggers: Self harm, depression, drugs, smoking, blood, suicide, bullying, slight sexual harassment(?)

$For Phil {Completed} by Katjello_23$

Dan, a quiet teenage boy that doesn't think he has much to live for quite literally runs into the punk Phil Lester. After a few unfortunate encounters, Phil might just be the best friend Dan has ever had. But after some unfortunate events, will Phil lose him? Or will Dan have to fight hard to keep him. WARNINGS- Mentions of self-harm, anorexia, violence, swearing, and that's about it. Kind of PastelDan and major PunkPhil PLEASE DO NOT READ IF TRIGGERED BY ANY OF THE WARNINGS STAY SAFE THANK YOU <3

Stars {Complete} by somesortofuser

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TOO GOOD ; Phan by danisonphilnotonfire

"Too good to be good for me, Too bad that that's all I need." //Some chapter will have TW written at the top if I decide they need a trigger warning// [COMPLETED]

The Unknown. Phan AU by AllTimePhan73

Dan hated his life and that wasn't even an understatement. Each day he wished he had never woken up as he was tormented by those who were meant to love him. Just because they were meant to love him doesn't mean they did. He was suffering and was so close to giving up. Then he met Phil. Phil changed everything. TW: Abuse (both physical and emotional), depression, self harm, kind of a suicide attempt although the person doesn't get very far with it, Dan's kind of mute COVER CREDIT TO @DOODLE5SOS

Unrequited Love [boyxboy] 〈Phan〉【COMPLETED】 by b0sburning

Phil has a massive crush on Dan, and it keeps getting bigger with every passing moment of his life. Phil is always envious when Dan gets in a relationship or he hits on someone, but he's scared to tell him. Until he finally does. He didn't get the reaction he expected. Rejection. Dan soon realized his mistake, and that in his heart he had something for Phil all along. ----------------- Copyright to TheRealDanIsOnFire 2015 The story is in Phil's POV (point of view) unless I say otherwise. DISCLAIMER: I do not own Dan and/or Phil (unfortunately) or any ideals connected to them.

pretend (phan) by audrat

Dan Howell was the typical spoiled, rich boy with butlers driving him to operas and maids making him nachos for breakfast. Phil Lester, however, was the opposite. Barely any money and deadbeat parents, he lives in a bad neighborhood in a gross apartment with cat hair covering the carpet and an odd roommate. And then Dan's parents decide he needs to love someone rather than himself, and when Phil shows up at his mansion steps, Dan's parents grow fond of him- so much that the two are exchanging rings and Phil is moving in with his new spouse. They tell Dan he should give it a few months, to be patient, and if he still doesn't like him then they'll sign the divorce papers and call it quits. Marriage isn't perfect, right? Well this one is the exact example. But they could always pretend.

Hello Internet ✹ Phan by klutzyvegetarian7

[Complete] Phil was his first best friend in the eighteen years of his life. When Phil first started YouTube, his best friend died, and he hadn't met Dan yet. When they did meet, everything changed. - How conceited does one have to be to show no tolerance for the people they care about? - This story is strictly in the perspective of Dan Howell. MATURE CONTENT: NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER DEMOGRAPHIC. POSSIBLY TRIGGERING. Contains: Self harm, abuse, attempted suicide, and sex. Strong language is used.

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