What It Is
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Last published Sun, Jan 3, 2016
Sometimes love comes unexpected. It's something that is heart wrenching and slowly tears away. I hate love, I hate how it pulls you under and you don't even realize it until it's too late.
Before I felt like I needed love, that it would make my world happy, make it go round. And for a time, it did. I was desperate, lonely, aching for it, without thinking about what would happen after.
That's the thing about love, it slips through your hands and you don't even realize it until you're laying on the ground.
This is the story about how love changed me....
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