i hate myself for loving you

it's normal for a teenager to have crushes and to fall inlove.
But what if you fall for someone who doesn't even like you and always pushing you away?
will you still try your best to make him notice you?
will you still chase him ?

what if there's a guy who help you to move on,will you ever fall inlove for the second time?
or try not to fall for him?

whom will you choose :
first love or true love?
the one who hurt you but you still love?
or
the one you're hurting but still he loves you?

<3