Nobody's Hero (BVB Fanfic)

Shadow's life is far from easy. Her last hope for a semi-livable life is one of seemingly little value, music.
Black Veil Brides, Pierce The Veil, and Bring Me The Horizon are the very sole of existence at this point.
Her 3 year old self never thought that she would be one of the kids who didn't like life, she was happy. But that was before her mum met him.. After that, everything changed. By thirteen years of age, Shadow realized that people are selfish, cruel creatures who will hurt anyone who threatens their delusional view of the world, that being related to someone doesn't make them your family, that she only had herself to keep her safe from those who sought to hurt her, and that her best weapon against her violent home life is a lack of emotions.
Now at seventeen years old, drowning out her vicious thoughts with music isn't as effective as it was years ago. Suicide seems like her only chance at happiness. Will music be able to save her again, or will she finally give up?