Suffering

It's drowning whilst breathing,
Suffocating from the weight of each breath,
It's screaming without meaning,
When you having nothing left.

It's smiling but crying instead,
Trying to make a sound,
You're better off dead,
They'll say each round.

Wishing that you'll be happy,
Hoping to be more,
When it's unlikely in reality,
As you've already closed that door.

But what if you could be better,
What if you changed it all,
All this pain would be lesser,
It's your call.

Opening the window on a new day,
Have a new start,
Choose a new way,
Let time heal your heart,
Say 'I believe in me',
And then, only then. You'll be set free.