A Mistake

Justin. He made me live a fairy tale. A fairy tale that was once so beautiful in my eyes turned out to be full of Lies. Deceit. Words. Fake words that I couldn't help but fall for.
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I never believed in true love. I've never felt it. I have crush on a boy next thing you know I have that guy and I'm bored and ready to move on to the next. It's not my fault. I can't control it. I just get bored or tired. I think it's fear. The fear of not being good enough. The fear of not being able to do certain things because of my parents. The parents who gave birth to me are honestly the worst. My dad's an alcoholic and a smoker. My mom's a smoker and a killer. Well technically she's not but she is. It's hard to explain honestly. One time I was out and about though and I met this boy. This dangerous boy. He's the boy you'd read books about. The boy that your parents warn you about. The boy that well a good girl can't help but fall for. That is what happened. I, the good girl, fell for the trouble maker.
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"I dreamed of a happy ending with him, but I guess happy endings only happen in fairy tales and not in real life."