My heart was pounding quickly.
My palms were all sweaty and my hands were shaking.
I can’t believe I am actually doing this.
This is so terrible!
I am a horrible person.
I can’t do this.
“Kathy calm down, you’re going to be fine” Sam said while putting her arm around me.
“Sam I can’t do this” I said holding back some tears.
“we have to Kathy, we have no choice” she said.
“Sam this is bad! Like REALLY bad! Isn’t their another way,” I asked hopefully.
She shook her head ‘no’ sadly.
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I needed the money!
I had no choice.
This changed my whole life!
In a decend and terrible way!
I betrayed louis.
Yes THE louis tomlinson.
And do I regret?
No.
I needed the money.
And it was all worth it.