Hold Me, Like You Held On To Life
The13thRaven
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  • Parts 13
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The13thRaven
Complete, First published Jun 07, 2015
Mature
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Inspired by the song "Vampire Heart" by HIM.  This story follows Jackie's heartbreak and her suffering of PTSD following the events in Dallas, Texas 11-22-63 and she comes to discover that there truly IS life after death...     
  
  Most of the dialogue and actions in the first few chapters DID happen and some true facts and dialogue appear later.  But this IS fan-fiction so much is also just my imagination, especially near the end.  
  
  My background knowledge of the Kennedys and the facts I use in this story come from many of the Kennedy books, articles, etc, I have read and Interviews I have watched and listened to.  If you're curious to know what is true and what is fiction don't be shy to ask.
  
  NOTE: Rating change during Chapter 6.  
  
  Enjoy.
  
(Published Date: August 04, 2015)

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  Fanfic Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=skvYIJ-X8cA
  
  
  (© Copyright---I do not claim ownership of the Kennedys but I do claim ownership of this story and the words within.)
All Rights Reserved
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After years of ups and down, Ryan William is left all alone even though he's surround by a lot of people. Choosing his love over the girl everyone thought was perfect for him, costed him every thing and everyone he ever had. On the other side, Jennifer Jonas was left to fend for herself when she left her husband years ago after he betrayed her. Choosing one's sister over them never yields positive results and Ryan was now realizing it. But now, he had no one to share it with. Somehow, fate gives them another chance by setting them up on a journey they never knew would lead to each other. Will they accept the fate now or turn it down all over again even after finding out about the biggest secret that binds them together? Because, after all, if you leave someone for your love, you hardly get them back! Join into this journey with them to find out more about them!! *********** This story is in continuation with Part 1 of the same book. Although, you're free to read it all by itself as there are quite a lot of explanations hinting about the past between the protagonists. However, if you wish to get a better understanding of this novel, then I suggest you check out the Book 1 for the same. Link for book 1: https://www.wattpad.com/story/281481731?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=MyraKapoor&wp_originator=bfkbDw2lkgLDlYFERg%2FQ3BMeYcj6IJYSp29ed85vbHVc2cvt%2Bn%2B%2BFKOvfk%2BJku3A4Yh4ZGG5jLthgtBvScZKvdEtiWd8cy0ntalu3cwKDnIb%2FL7P%2FWTbHHyilsJr2OHh #His_Substitute_Wife_Book_1

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