Dan Howell is the school stud, every girl is at his feet. As for Dan, he's always looking for a girl to play like putty until he's bored, he's never experienced what you'd call, 'a crush.'
No, Dan's always been the one to be crushed on, by every girl all the time. He never thought he'd actually fall for someone, he never thought he'd fall for a guy, he never thought he would fall for his teacher. But here he is.
On the other hand, Mr Lester, or more commonly, Phil Lester, didn't come to the school looking for love. Of course he didn't, who would? He's never been the flirtatious type, he needed to keep a reputation, especially since he was new. This would be the first impression, how people would treat him was based on this. And it was even harder to that when that brunette boy was flashing him those looks...
Phil's read about it, the teacher running away with a student, what the outcome was, how it was frowned upon, but fuck, he couldn't deny this boy's attractiveness.
Dan's also read about it, the teacher getting sacked, the kid getting in so much shit, but fuck, he couldn't let Mr Lester run through his fingers.
In the end, will love bide them or profession divide them?
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Chapters marked with an 'XXX' signal smut in that chapter. If you are a delicate little flower don't read those chapters, or this book to be honest.
"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life."
Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?