Empty Inside (Diall)
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It was all supposed to be the beginning of something good. But with how busy Niall got, Demi found herself getting insecure. What's worse, she's found out her eating disorders have come back to haunt her. She can't bring herself to tell anyone, because she feels like it would end up like the first time, but much worse. In all this, Niall comes back, but Demi hasn't even fixed herself.
The question is, what would Niall feel about with a girl that keeps hating herself?
{Short Sequel to C.W.B. You don't really need to read C.W.B. to understand this, but it might help, if you do. Celebrity life is still present, but it's not the focus}
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