I Want My Life Back

There was a pool of blood surrounded around me, growing. I could hear sirens nearing and people screaming all around me. Did I just get in a car crash? No, that stuff only happens to people on the news. I'm suppose to be at my hotel, enjoying the company of my family and scribbling in my diary, not lying in my own family's blood.
I want the noise to stop. I want the sirens to end and the screams to freeze. I just want to sleep...
I can see a warm, friendly light peering above my head. I try reaching for it, but every step I move toward the nice light, something pulls me down to cold, hard reality...