Twin Emilee Colins is afraid. Of being alone. Of the future. Of the past. She's afraid of that horrible scene that has to play over and over, day and night, making her beg for relief. But she's afraid of not being able to be afraid. She's afraid of being normal. She's afraid that if something had changed, nothing had happened, she would never know the fears she needed to stay. But what happens if she has to face all those fears to be stronger? To be free? To stay alive?
When Jane Madarang's neighbor Natalie kills herself and leaves behind cryptic instructions, it's up to Jane and her classmates to unearth deadly secrets.
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Natalie Driscoll is dead.
She threw herself out a window and left her neighbor Jane to unravel their town's darkest secrets. Following Natalie's instructions leads Jane to three other high school students who all have something to hide. The four of them must carry out Natalie's final errand while solving the mysteries written in her diary. But the secrets they unearth may be far more dangerous than what they ever imagined.
Content and/or trigger warning: This story contains scenes of suicide, violence and murder that may be triggering for some readers.
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