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"what do you mean you cant love lilly!" Jacob screams at me with so much force it could knock me out of my seat.
"I-I was never made to love ,
Jacob its not easy! you know , not feeling not loving. when everyone else can! when you mom loves you and you cant repay the task, its not easy!" I replied back with more force, his shocked face soon faded with anger.

"so your saying you where born not being able to love, not feeling when else do i not know!!" he yelled back which made me flinch, I've never seen him this way , he was so mad steam could be coming out of his ears.

"DO YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW" I yell at him again, this time i made the earth shake like a baby with a rattle, like the day mom died.

"y-yes" he said while stuttering
"Jacob , i control everything!" after those words left my mouth i wish they didn't.