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Dear Diary...
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Ongoing, First published Jun 10, 2015
Here's the thing.... We all get bullied in some way, shape or form, or we have all seen it and done nothing about it. I would like to be able to say that everything in the upcoming pages is absolute bull, and that I just have a sick twisted mind... Yet I cannot say that, as that would be me lying and that isn't what this is about. 
You could steal the ideas in these pages, although I ask you not too, as then you would be just as bad as the people that are mentioned throughout these stories, not only that it would hurt even more to see that someone has copied what I write, or how I feel.

Within I recall how I ended up merely existing while not actually living, And how I somehow managed to over come some of my darkest days. Please be patient with me, for this is something that I don't talk about lightly. In fact it's something I'd rather forget ever happened. Yet if writing this and only one person sees it and it changes that one person's life then I am happy.
 

Please note that there will be mature langauge throughout, and I will try keep grapics to a minamin...
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