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Here's the thing.... We all get bullied in some way, shape or form, or we have all seen it and done nothing about it. I would like to be able to say that everything in the upcoming pages is absolute bull, and that I just have a sick twisted mind... Yet I cannot say that, as that would be me lying and that isn't what this is about. 
You could steal the ideas in these pages, although I ask you not too, as then you would be just as bad as the people that are mentioned throughout these stories, not only that it would hurt even more to see that someone has copied what I write, or how I feel.

Within I recall how I ended up merely existing while not actually living, And how I somehow managed to over come some of my darkest days. Please be patient with me, for this is something that I don't talk about lightly. In fact it's something I'd rather forget ever happened. Yet if writing this and only one person sees it and it changes that one person's life then I am happy.
 

Please note that there will be mature langauge throughout, and I will try keep grapics to a minamin...All Rights Reserved

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In the Moonlight [Completed] by Red_Pheonix26

"Are you stalking me?" His deep voice asked. "You wish, that would mean I actually thought about you enough to wonder where you are." I looked away smugly. Max moved closer to me until his face was right in front of mine. "You're saying you don't think about me?" He smirked, fully knowing what the proximity was doing to me. "I don't, why? Did you want me to?" I Regained my composure as I moved even closer, our lips nearly touching. ~~~ Alexa is a normal girl who just wanted to get through school without any trouble. She didn't want any attention. She just wanted to leave those nightmares behind, forgetting what happened before. However, all of that changes when her mum gets married and she's forced to move to a new city. Leaving everything behind, she hopes to blend in and go to university but life has other plans. In the woods, lurking in the shadows is someone who can't stay away and will definitely ruin all of Alexa's plans and change her life showing her that things aren't always as they seem. How can two people that hate each other be mates? To add to the mix, parties, late night discussions and a school trip is sure to add drama to her life. Warning: this story is sometimes very cliché and has a few of my own twists on it. The guy might make you cry, laugh or blush and wish guys like him existed in real life. (Well, at least further into the story.) This story contains swearing and some slightly mature content. You have been warned. Best rankings: - #2 humanxwerewolf - #1 gift ~This is my first story and I hope you will give it a chance!~ I promise it will get better. Important: I do not own any of the videos, music or images I use in this story.

| 𝓓𝓮𝓮𝓹 𝓐𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 | by authorhere_

Dillon Ace Edward, autumn green eyes,dark brown hairs with a milky skin, a handsome hunk with a muscular body, wounded masculine character of audacious and impudent personality,the underworld fears him just because of his cold and scary aura. He doesn't believe in love! the word love is a pathetic word for him and the reason for that is...his not so pleasing past. Will he ever be able to move on? "A soul filled with black skies carrying a heart of rock." What will happen when he will meet the girl who is so full of love? Will he give a chance to himself to fall in love all over again? Nora Reece Bardot, a pretty girl with ocean blue eyes, medium caramel brown wavy hairs, fair skin and a beautiful slim body, a light feminine character girl with childish, sparkling and keen personality but with a tragic past! the past which she doesn't remember but still has the side effects...how?, huge asf delusional and want to experience love just like it is in books.. Will she ever get it? "A monochromatic soul with a colourful heart." What will happen when she will remember her past? Will she survive it all? Will it be bearable for her? Or will she able to forgive herself? Both the souls are with not so pleasing past. Will they ever be able to move on? Or will they cope up with it? [Slow Updates] •The story and the characters are totally mine! •My apologies for the grammatical mistakes as English is not my native language. •If you dislike anything in my fiction it's not my concern but you can click off if you are going to write bad comments! It's just my imagination which I am putting in to words. Thank you ♥

Shattered (Ross Lynch/R5 Fanfiction) by xsophix

"Life isn't always easy. ... For nobody. ... But especially for me it's a living hell. ... Why did it have to happen to me? ... I don't get it. ... And now I don't know what to do. ... So many things are running through my mind. ... Where are the people, who used to love me? ... I need you guys. ... An important person in my life is missing and I need help to save her. ... Please." ... "I guess, people are right, when they say: You never know how much you love someone, till they're actually gone." ... --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ross lost everything. He made one little mistake and his whole family hates him. He lost his family, his home, his girlfriend, his place in the band and most importantly he lost the love and trust from his family. Now he's living on the street, saving every penny he still has. Ross' longtime enemy finds out that he lost everything and now he and his gang make his life a living hell. They insult him, beat him that bad, that the nurses in the hospital already know Ross and know what happened when he walks in. But one day a special girl saves him from his daily beatings; they become friends fast or maybe even more. Ross promises this girl that he will always be there for her because she also got abandoned by her family. But what, if satan comes back and makes everything worse in Ross' life? Can he make his life lovable again? Or will he be sad and broken for the rest of his life? (Big thanks to @raurabet for the awesome cover)

Maybe by IronyDreams

An internal voice told me to "call him," but I chose not to. I dismissed it once more, saying, "He never liked me anyway." I am stuck in my dilemma, thinking, "But maybe he does..the way he looks at you is different." He glanced at me out of nowhere. My heartbeat quickened and I felt shivers.I pretended to look around as I averted my gaze. "Has he noticed me?No, wait-my god-" ---------------------------------------------------------------- After switching high schools, Nina discovered a new way of life.She fell in love, made wonderful friends, and everything was good. Ethan, a popular boy who would only focus on her and not any other girls, was the object of her hatred. He has always kept her safe. He used to annoy her. She hated him deeply until she didnt. She was content with her high school experience until something mysterious turned her world upside down. She was forced to move to a new city and stop communicating with anyone from her high school. But she runs into him again after eight years. "Ethan.." He was the key to all truth. When she did not know anything, he did. Will she be able to handle it after discovering the horrific truth about her families and the answers to her pasts? Now she despises him. He is cold..... Perhaps she despises his cold shoulder. Will their lives return to normal after all the hardship they experienced? "Maybe?" "Maybe Yes Maybe No?" READER BEWARE: THIS STORY CONTAINS A LOT OF TWISTS Started :: 8 November 2021 Ended :: 19 December 2022 Rankings goals so far~~ #1 adolescente #1 given up #1 blinddates #1 pretend #20 twistedromance #60 highschoolromance Notice~~~ It is the first story I have ever had published. It has numerous grammatical errors and is still undergoing editing. If anyone is interested in the storyline or the story, please do not judge me based on this book. Better books are on the way. I am still improving and learning. Anyway, have fun ~~

Confessions of A School Slut: A Story about Slut-Shaming ✓ by wordwebsbymaya

• Winner of Wattpad Campus Superwriters Awards 2020 • "Truth doesn't always come out." Have you ever wondered if all the things about high school that you think are facts are actually lies? Have you ever fantasized how high school would be for you? Being the Queen Bee, having a two or maybe three friends who would stick by you in all of your thick and thin, the whole school would respect you and then there would be your perfect boyfriend who would be the captain of the football or maybe basketball team (mostly football, though)? Well, let me tell you one thing. This doesn't even come close to describing a high school life. At least not a high school life in Riviera High. Sure, there will always be a Queen Bee, but she will never be you. She will never have friends, she will have minions. And if you ever even look at someone from the football team, she would make sure that your life is hell. Take it from me, someone who recently graduated high school that this is definitely *not* what high school is like. Still dubious about your fantasies and the reality? Come, I have a few confessions to make that might change your whole idea about high school. TEN INCIDENTS, TEN ACCUSATIONS, TEN EXPLANATIONS NOTE: This book deals with topics like slut shaming and self harm. (Status : Completed) (Highest Ranking: #9) (Word Count: ~50,000)

THE GANG LEADER by Moon8100

As you escape from your dark past, you find yourself hiding in N.Y.C and that's when you meet him. The most fear man in all United States. Will you be able to survive in his world or will it break you. ~~~~ "I can explain, this is not what it seems, Blake I beg you just please let me explain this is just a big misunderstanding!! I understand I lied about my name, but I've never betrayed you Blake, or the team I swear !" Alyssa said. Blake was furious, his heart was beating fast. He trusted this woman and she betrayed him or at least that's what it sounds, but at the same time he couldn't bear to see her this distraught and knowing he had to pull the trigger and end her life. He loved this woman, even if he didn't wanted to admit it. David looked at Blake and whispered ... "Blake, tell your men to get in the car, get Alyssa into the forest where no one can see you pull the trigger far away from her tell her to never come back and let her live." Blake pause for a second, thinking of what his best friend said. Analyzing his next move, and with a blink of an eye Blake pointed his gun foward and David surprised yelled .... "Blake don't!!" **Gunshots were heard WARNING!! This book will contain SMUT ! It might also contain SA, addiction, mental and physical abuse, miscarriages and other stuffs YOU'VE BEEN WARNED !!

Hunted by the Psychotic Wolf by Frogified

Saphyre tries to fit in at Green Hill High School in Vermont but knows it isn't going to work out. Her entire family, except her, is human. Her family has no idea what happened when she went missing for three months and she refuses to talk about it. She is being hunted down by the psychopathic werewolf who turned her and the pack next door. She fights for survival against all odds, but what happens when she meets her mate? She doesn't want to become weak. She must stay strong and protect her family, no matter what the cost. There is no warning of when the monster within in her will come out to kill. Will she ever be able to escape the claws of the psychotic wolf or will she be enslaved? Everyone knows the prophecy, but no one knows the truth... Saphyre's Intro: I was kidnapped and beaten to the point where I was millimeters from death, yet somehow I always managed to live. That was the worst part, living. You never knew how precious life was until it was stripped away from you. I had a life, but it has since completely changed. All I dreamed about was the pain that psychotic bastard brought me. Never again in my life will I feel peace and safety while he is alive. Now I have become his prey, destined to fulfill his prophecy. He will follow me where ever I go, watch me while I'm in my own home, and even be there in my dreams. He will never leave me until someone kills him, and I promise it will be me. For I might be the prey, but I am also the hunter.

The Fake Smile He Wears by PotatoNoLife

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Curvaceous Not Fat by Nisha-Shate

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In the Moonlight [Completed]

"Are you stalking me?" His deep voice asked. "You wish, that would mean I actually thought about you enough to wonder where you are." I looked away smugly. Max moved closer to me until his face was right in front of mine. "You're saying you don't think about me?" He smirked, fully knowing what the proximity was doing to me. "I don't, why? Did you want me to?" I Regained my composure as I moved even closer, our lips nearly touching. ~~~ Alexa is a normal girl who just wanted to get through school without any trouble. She didn't want any attention. She just wanted to leave those nightmares behind, forgetting what happened before. However, all of that changes when her mum gets married and she's forced to move to a new city. Leaving everything behind, she hopes to blend in and go to university but life has other plans. In the woods, lurking in the shadows is someone who can't stay away and will definitely ruin all of Alexa's plans and change her life showing her that things aren't always as they seem. How can two people that hate each other be mates? To add to the mix, parties, late night discussions and a school trip is sure to add drama to her life. Warning: this story is sometimes very cliché and has a few of my own twists on it. The guy might make you cry, laugh or blush and wish guys like him existed in real life. (Well, at least further into the story.) This story contains swearing and some slightly mature content. You have been warned. Best rankings: - #2 humanxwerewolf - #1 gift ~This is my first story and I hope you will give it a chance!~ I promise it will get better. Important: I do not own any of the videos, music or images I use in this story.