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H3llsFall3nAng3l
Ongoing, First published Jun 10, 2015
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Here's the thing.... We all get bullied in some way, shape or form, or we have all seen it and done nothing about it. I would like to be able to say that everything in the upcoming pages is absolute bull, and that I just have a sick twisted mind... Yet I cannot say that, as that would be me lying and that isn't what this is about. 
You could steal the ideas in these pages, although I ask you not too, as then you would be just as bad as the people that are mentioned throughout these stories, not only that it would hurt even more to see that someone has copied what I write, or how I feel.

Within I recall how I ended up merely existing while not actually living, And how I somehow managed to over come some of my darkest days. Please be patient with me, for this is something that I don't talk about lightly. In fact it's something I'd rather forget ever happened. Yet if writing this and only one person sees it and it changes that one person's life then I am happy.
 

Please note that there will be mature langauge throughout, and I will try keep grapics to a minamin...
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My Bully's Older Brother

33 parts Complete Mature

Mystique Amberson is a Senior in high school and lives with her older stepsister who has never had to work a day in her life and after she became eighteen, she started having guys buy her things. Since both their parents are gone and don't really pay attention to either one of them, they just send them money every month while they travel. Mystique can't wait for when she graduates in a few months because she would be able to leave finally with the money she has saved up from her job and be able to travel for a bit before going to college. She feels things are going as planned and soon won't have to deal with her step sister's bullying as well as her other school bully who happens to like her stepsister. One day, she gets paired up with her bully to help work on a project and they end up working on the project at her house so he can try to get with her stepsister. Then to make things worse, she ends up hearing throughout the school that his older brother, Benson who has a reputation as being a ruthless and heartless player/leader of a biker gang, was coming back. The biggest problem with that is she always has had a crush on him. Little does she know the REAL reason he has returned home. The whole badboy look and attitude could be the 'old' him or maybe he never changed. Could this just be ONE romance badboy VS Good girl that doesn't end like the others?!? © Copyright 2019 All Rights Reserved

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