This story is going to be about Larry Stylinson. Louis's best friend is Nial and he's dating this totally hot and popular guy at school names Zayn. Zayn's best friends name is Liam. But Liam is also Harry's best friend. they've been friends sense primary school. But well Harry has a problem. He doesn't accept the fact that he's gay. he thinks it's wrong and gross. so when he gets feelings for a guy he feels the only way to stop them is to bully that guy. But if you're not his crush he doesn't care if you're gay. Hell he might even be friends with you. But he can't be gay. He wants to be his moms perfect son. scared of what she'll think. But he wants to be Louis's friend. He really wants to. But what about his feelings? WARNING, SOME SELF HARM ATTEMPTS OF SUICIDE. EATING DISORDER. SEXUAL CONTACT. BULLING, RUDE NASTY WORDS.