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Bruises and Butterflies (Phan)

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Parts 8
Time 55m

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Dan and Phil have been best friends since eighteen. Their friendship bond is stronger than any other and nothing could break them apart. But, one night at a party, things get a "little" out of hand and they give the famous ship, Phan, a chance. But, this  begins raise problems with Phil's anxiety and mental state, while Drugs and alcohol become Dan's best friends. There's no re-doing the past, but there is a chance at fixing it. If only they could see what needs fixing.


***This story may contain some sensitive content and could be a trigger for some people. I want to let you know that I DO NOT promote cutting or abuse or eating disorders or anything like that. I only  use these things to enhance the quality of my story.  This story also may contain some sexual content. This is your warning, if you do not think you can handle such things, please do not read. Thank you! Enjoy!All Rights Reserved

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