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Feeling a little lost today, kind of in a funk the last few actually, almost like something is missing, something's lost,
I can still laugh at things, when someone says something funny, but its short lived and. the feeling comes creeping back again.
this grey matter.
Need to figure it out, find what needs to be found, or leave it open, and wait for it to come back to me, deal with the small little pricks of happiness.
Am I'm missing the challenges that drive me, or need to get out and find something to stir up, that need of feeling purpose, feel needed. All I know, is that If I don't figure it out soon, it's going to be a long summer.
Maybe I just need to getaway, I don't know, I always find some sort of peace when I go, being outdoors, exploring and seeing the bigger picture, because all in all, truth be told, we all need to be reminded, of what a miracle everything around us is.
A little inspiration maybe.
Trusting myself again, to believe in my natural instincts.
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