I've fallen for him....and her

It's been a long time since I felt like I could be myself in front of someone, and I mean a long time. But he-he seems....different. I feel like I can, let go, when I'm with him. Do I, possibly, like him? No. Stop thinking like that! I can't....I won't! Not again........ But I think I, want to. But if I do.....what about her?