Dealing With it All
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I wish I could go back to before all of this. Before college, before high school, before they entered my life, before that night. I can't stand it anymore. I never did anything wrong! Why did he do that to me? How could he do that to me? To anyone? I wish I could forget it. I don't remember much, but what I do remember will haunt me forever. No matter how busy I keep myself, it still haunts me. I guess I'll just have to learn to live with it.
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