Bullied to death

Why? She thought to herself why me? What did I do wrong.
Maybe if I'm quite they won't notice me. They won't kick,punch,bully,or take my things.loser, jerk ,freak ,idiot ,stupid ,curse words,most hurtful nobody needs you just go kill your self.

My moms tried everything from councelers to therapist.
But they all were blows it just made me hurt more more and more.they all said the same stupid thing I know oh you feel.i just think do you don't have a freaking clue you don't have the scars from the pain. The emotional scaring.
My mom just gave up. Do you know how much that hurts that your mom don't care any more? I can't stop the cuts everywhere on my pale