Recovery
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Sometimes I wish I had just never met him. My life would be so much easier. There would be less pain. I would no longer have an eating disorder. I would have real friends, not just a counselor. The people on the streets wouldn't look at me so strangely. Maybe, just maybe, I could've been happy with my life. But, because of him, I will never love or trust anyone new for the rest of my life.
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