Holding On
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Last published Sun, Feb 24, 2013
Niall had become sick. Very sick. The chemo has made him sick, depressed and self-conscious. He wants for than anything to just die. He can, too, if he wants, but he knows he needs to hold on. Not for his sake, but for the boys. He's determined on dying alone, but little does he know the truth
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