I Just Can't Do It Anymore

Tragedy has struck my life time and time again. I, Megan Tomlinson, ex- fiancé of Harry Styles, have done it again. I let myself fall deeper in love with him and guess what happened, I'm the only one still suffering. He knows what he's done to me but he doesn't know the full truth and it breaks my heart everyday knowing our daughter lives always wondering where her father is. Julie, our daughter, is suffering. Not only from the fact that her dad isn't here and is to busy touring the world and partying but because she is dying of cancer. Things have gone so badly wrong and I have completely lost hope. The thousands of tears I've shed have left my bright red rimmed eyes dry. My broken heart has still not been fixed and I don't think it ever will. I just can't do it any more. And everyone around me knows that I slowly die everyday just seeing my baby girl. I just wish Harry was here. But then again we'd only be arguing.